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FilmNoirEsque
17 June 2012 @ 02:58 am
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Current Mood: indifferentindifferent
Current Music: The Decemberists
 
 
FilmNoirEsque
17 June 2012 @ 02:37 am
Wow I can't believe I'm doing this, I'm writing a fic for a friend [it was supposed to just be pr0nz drabble but apparently I am incapable of doing that] so I'll actually have something posted here! Oh, I'm so happy for me.
Now I have to figure out how the fuck I'm going to format/tag this bahaha
 
 
Current Mood: shockedshocked
Current Music: The Decemberists
 
 
FilmNoirEsque
10 May 2012 @ 03:17 am
I really don't know why I feel the need to keep my lj updated at all anymore, but I do, even though the last post was like a year ago >>
Updates? Umm, graduated high school, college is an adjustment and I hope I don't fail next semester... again... we'll see. Getting my first apartment in August with my friend, pretty excited since we have some free furniture lined up (: oh also ALL THE SUPERNATURAL CREYS. Also Sherlock. Also Ponies. Also forever unemployed [sigh].
I always think that I'll magically start updating this blog again, but idk I mostly just use my account for reading fic these days... but like I said in that last one, if I ever consider writing any I'll definitely have to post it here, ha. Not abandoned so much as obsolete? Whichever is less depressing. 
Sometimes it's nice, though, to write a text post and send it off to the magical land of internet, and know that there is no way that anyone I know will read it [unlike tumblr, haha, I have 4 irl friends and we mutually follow each other lol].
But yeah, I can't imagine I'd use lj for art anymore, other than simply putting it on more than one platform? It's not like anyone reads this blog anyways. Meh. I don't know it's 3:16 in the morning I'm not exactly a pro at making any sense at this hour.
 
 
Current Mood: anxiousanxious
Current Music: John Mayer - My Stupid Mouth
 
 
FilmNoirEsque
29 May 2011 @ 08:56 pm
 Why do I keep neglecting this site? 
Just not into it I guess :/

Whelp.
This is awkward.

However, if I ever dabble with writing fanfic, I'll definitely post it here ;D bahaha
[off to stalk tumblr]
 
 
Current Music: Pandora. Nuff said
 
 
FilmNoirEsque
14 December 2010 @ 10:36 pm
This morning sucked balls.
A lot of balls.
I'll give you a list, shall I?

Woke up half an hour late.  Didn't have time to care about what I wore at all, so ended up picking an undershirt 2 times too small, and an overshirt 2 times too big. 
Had to skimp on breakfast, walking out the door with a peanut butter granola bar.
Dropped my iPod touch.  And cracked the screen.  Horribly.  I've had the thing less than a year, and already I'm afraid to touch it because the screen is in such bad shape.
It looks a little like this, just imagine the crack on the opposite side, and basically you've got my problem.

Ignore the right half of the pic plzkthx, this was the best google could provide me with.

Got to school late, as expected, upset at the $200 worth of broken tech, only to remember "Oshit, portfolio due tomorrow, gotta get my groove on asap" and proceeded to bury my emotions underneath my art :D Oh coping mechanisms.  
1st block: AP Art; worked on a portrait of my great uncle in his WWII uniform
2nd block: AP Gov't; very dull, teacher's not taking roll this week, played ERS, Rummi, watched others play Speed and BS
Lunch; ahhh peanut butter & graham crackers, how I love thee
3rd block: Bio II; watched the animated Grinch movie, discovered I am exempt from his exam [meaning I don't have to go to school tomorrow other than to turn in my portfolio for this 9 weeks :D woooo~], watched Drop Dead Gorgeous, watched friends play Stratego, watched lizard attack said friends while playing Stratego, proceeded to laugh ass off.
4th block: work release; went back to art room, painted, left
Discovered the glass is replaceable for what may be less than $20, if I am willing to go through the tedious effort of trying to save dear Tobias [...yes, his name is Tobias].  

All in all, not a terrible day, but cracking my iPod sucked balls, and it happened first thing in the morning.  Not the best way to leave for school, lemme tell ya.

So!  I don't know what to do:  I'd like to have my iPod back, oh I really would, but I've been thinking about getting the new iTouch 4 anyways.  I mean, mine's only an old 2nd gen 8 gig, and I'm completely out of space.  So, should I save up and shell out the $299 for an iTouch 4 32 Gig, or try and save the one I have now?  I'm leaning to just waiting, but I really don't know.  Maybe I could sell it for the parts; it still works, just with a horribly mutilated screen.
 
 
Current Mood: disappointeddisappointed
Current Music: Radiohead - "Creep"
 
 
 
FilmNoirEsque
09 December 2010 @ 06:06 pm
Long time no update D:
NO NEW ARTS OTL BECAUSE SCHOOL IS BUSY AND IT SUCKS, BUT ONLY GOT TILL NEXT WEDNESDAY :D AND THEN 2 WEEKS OR SO OFF~
My friend keeps texting me the lyrics to a Spice Girls song .__. Because once you read them, it's in your head for the next 3 HOURS apparently
[I'LL TELL YOU WHAT I WANT, WHAT I REALLY REALLY WANT; SO TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT WHAT YOU REALLY REALLY WANT; I'LL TELL YOU WHAT I WANT, WHAT I REALLY REALLY WANT; SO TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT WHAT YOU REALLY REALLY WANT; I WANNA, I WANNA, I WANNA, I WANNA, I WANNA REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA ZIGGAZIGGA AAAH]
FDSLKJDSFKJLSDFLKJ;SDFJKLSFDAJLKSDFKJLSDAFKLJ;-*shot*

Ha.  I'm going to kill him.

I think I'll be bringing my art portfolio home over the holidays, as I need to take pictures [because 18x24 is way too big to scan, lol] to upload to the AP site later on, so I might post a few of my favorites here (: And I really need to paint something else in PS, because Gerard was fun, but I'd like to try something serious, and maybe spend more than 4 hours on it :P

[think I pulled a nerve in my left shoulder near my neck, my left arm keeps bothering me; last time I try to take a nap on our teeny little couch]

[on a completely unrelated note, I'm only using the 'irritated' mood because I love watching David Tennant tell that horse he's not it's mother c: definitely the best part of that episode, ha]
 
 
Current Mood: irritatedirritated
Current Music: Meg & Dia - "Nineteen Stars"
 
 
FilmNoirEsque
26 November 2010 @ 09:26 pm
 I HAD TO PAINT HIM, HIS HAIR IS SO RED NOW~ IT'S LOVELY.
I dunno, I wanted to practice 'painting' in photoshop, and I wanted it to be of someone of some interest to me [I was considering Hugh Laurie, but realized I wouldn't be able to pull off his 5 o'clock shadow quite right XD] and I realized how TOTALLY IN LOVE I am with Gerard Way's new hair :O it's prettyyyyyy~
[for those of you uninformed, Gerard Way is the lead singer of My Chemical Romance; their new album came out earlier this week; I don't particularly listen to them much, anymore at least, but sometimes I get in the mood again ;) ]

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What do you think?  (:
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Current Mood: satisfiedsatisfied
Current Music: My Chemical Romance - "Na Na Na"
 
 
FilmNoirEsque
15 November 2010 @ 06:50 pm
 Bahaha, idek.

Random Drawing~Collapse )

He looks like a junkie, doesn't he??  Lol, totally unintentional.
 
 
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: Meg & Dia - "Roses"
 
 
FilmNoirEsque
12 November 2010 @ 09:43 pm
 And nothing's gonna bring him [and his hair] down ;)

BAHAHA, dang.

Cracktastic Cloud fanartCollapse )

Ahaha, completely inspired by a conversation with tlaina :P
 
 
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: Chris Colfer - "Defying Gravity"
 
 
FilmNoirEsque
09 November 2010 @ 04:10 pm
PIG!  
 OH MY GOD.
I should explain~
What follows is an explanation of the lab we're doing in Bio II :DCollapse )
So, yeah.  This is way cooler than it probably should be to me.  
 
 
Current Mood: enthralledenthralled
Current Music: Mika - "Happy Ending"